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10/30/2008 BAD NEWS!i will have to enlisted to army on 7th Jan, 09. meaning that i might not have time to go back China. this is the worst news of all time, since it has been a wish, something i would actually look forward to, in the mist of all the shit i am going through at the moment. generally i am quite angry with God. but i would stil try to go back, since it is a wish and I am deserved to be granted. if everything works out fine, i hope i can stay in Jilin for at least 12 to 13 days. the problem is all my fiends would be in school, no one would play with me... sigh. stil can't make a decision 9/26/2008 after prelimhigh and down.
it's drizzling now, so pleasant :)
headed. cán't breath, things in my mind. 8/13/2008 lame6/23/2008 bitchi typed a long entry, but...lost due to sys error.
i wanna scold vulgar.
ok, long story short,:
stil single, relaxed, planning, thinking, dancing, teaching '(started tuition to 3 kids)
wil go for buffet this weekend, interested, contact me to join :) 5/13/2008 open mind landthis is the book i spent my first few hours of the day reading, which resulted me to sleep at 3 am in the morning.
its name is "kai xin de di fang", meaning a place where you feel happy, its in traditional chinese, writen by a taiwan freelance.
it made me think about my intention of putting up a blog.
i have to admit that my initial intention was as common and supreficial as most others, to show off, to express myself, to talk, to speak, to make noise, but never to listen.
he (i mean the author) started his first entry by emphasising the importance of listening, and he is willing to listen, that is why he started a blog.
as for now, even before i read his book, i made a purpose out of my blog, it's no longer to show off, its to be myself, to keep things happened in life in writen form, which would be otherwise forgotten.
what he later write in the book was interesting, too. he elaborated on his exaggerating mother and his childhood fun stuff.
i read, paused, laughed, associated, and continue to read, pause and so on and so forth...
these are not big deals, but he is a skilful writer, one of those who can make you enjoy the simplicity nature of happy and joy.
his addr is
feel free to visit, i nicknamed myself litchi.
5/6/2008 regarding anti-olympic crises and tibet issuessry, i don have chinese input.
most of us are from china, and i would say we all love our country.
but from a more objective perspective, china has done many wrong over the years. the chinese businessmen reaching out to the world, eagerly expanding their income, bringing persperity back home, but not all of them are honest businessmen... there are lots of political, economic and social issues generated by our country.
in the anti-chinese protest world-wide, chinese media focused on how unfairly we have been treated. yes, i am very sad and angry over it, i am a reb-blooded chinese guy. however, chinese media never mention why we have been treated like such. they intentionally divert our attention away from the wrong they did.
this is a vivid example of turing media into a govt tool.
the chinese govt promots dishonesty. in the tian-an-men square event, govt ordered tanks to run over weaponless university students, this has been video by US stattelite, but chinese govt refuse to admit that they sent tanks until this very day.
look at SARS. how many people died how many families destroyed due to long-practiced dishonsty in our govt, they tried to cover it up.
look at what our govt did at sudan, they were wiping all untire race from the surface of the earth, but our govt focused on making money and ignored the life loss of thousands.
now, all i am trying to say is that we are indeed from a lovely cournty but our country had done many wrong. we should not blindly protect our countries in cases like this. the westerners look down on us for various reasons. we should not merely remain angry and angry only. we have to stand up, and show them what we really are, however, we must realise that we do have things which we have to change and improve on.
well, it is not likely that we can over throw our communist regime, and i do not intend to do so cos many blood-shed will take place.
we have to face then learn from the mistakes, if we ever wish to improve.
well, if anyone thinks that our glorious govt has done all good, all perfect, then forget about what i said above.
btw, i am neither for nor aggainst ZD cos apparently it wasn't the minority that longs for independence. many, many wish so.
i am just thinking, if the tibetans are not happy to be happy of the country and wish to govern themselves. why not just offer our best wishes and let them go?
lol, i know many hate me now.
this was actually a reply i posted on jibo's space, reproduced at my own space now. 3/28/2008 i am thinkingi like this world, i like the people.
but i do not have a complete soul. i am waiting, but unsure if i will...
cry? never occur to me. don cry, if you do so in front of me, i will laugh.
ummm, i am thinking, i am dreaming neglection+笑话总不在这里留言,感觉好象冷落了这个人一样,
竟然有点内疚的感觉
让我放点东西吧
现在的小学生造句真是没话说啊。。。经典的不得了。。。
1.题目: 原来 小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。 老师评语: 妈妈关切一下 2.照样造句 题目: (树呀树呀)我把你(种下） 小朋友写: (汤圆汤圆)我把你(吃掉 老师评语: 真是可爱~~ 3.题目: ..一边...........一边............ 小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服,一边穿裤子 老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~ 4.题目: 课本 小朋友写: 上课本来就很无聊 老师评语:上课要专心 5.题目: 吃香 小朋友写: 我很喜欢吃香蕉。 老师评语: 小心噎到 6.题目: 从前 小朋友写: 小明从前门进来。 7.题目: 天真 小朋友写: 今天真热。 老师评语: 你真天真~~ 8.题目: 十分 小朋友写: 我今天考十分。 老师评语: 我会跟你爸妈说~~ 9.题目: 其中 小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。 老师评语: 你是蜈蚣？~~ 10.题目: 一...就.... 小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。 老师评语: 老师笑到不行 11.題目: 你看 小朋友写: 你看什么看 ! 没看过啊! 12.照样造句例题: 你(唱歌) 我(跳舞) 小朋友写: 你(好吗) 我(很好) 老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗?? 13.照样造句 例题: 别人都夸我( )，其实我( ) 小朋友写: 别人都夸我( 很帅 )，其实我( 是戴面具的 )。 老师评语: 什么面具这么好用??? 14.题目: 好 ... 又好 .. 小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗... 老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？ 15.题目: 陆陆续续 小朋友写: 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。 老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀? these remind me of li ying... 1/3/2008 something for youyes, you know it's you, whom i am talkin about, that's why u clicked, and entered.
looking at your blog, past entries, we really have gone through a few mile stones. i do not wish to draw a rush conclusion at the moment
but i would like you to konw, my love is with you.
one morning, after one of the "break-ups requests" from you, i walked out of the house in darkness, helplessly heading for school,
i was troubled, i knew i liked you, but bewildered at that moment, uncertain if i shall give up on u.
i would regard it as an investment to have a relationship, and my capital is my love, my emotion, my entiire heart's fortune,
then you would be a project, a huge one, with high risk. if this project fails, i will go bankcrupt, and in reality, greatly wounded emotionally.
cos my love has no hesistance.
if i give it, i'll give it all.
i was bewildered.
against the chilly rain and piercing rain, i walked. freezing wind needled through my thin uniform, like a withered hand, ready to grab my heart.
just as i was about to let it, i was immediatedly alarmed that it was you! it was you in my heart! i gonna keep you safe in my heart!
i hugged myself with both arms, so that nothing will come near you to harm you.
then i realised, my heart is filled with u,
u are my heart,
how can one give up one's heart?
i made my mind to stay with you, to keep you smile.
each time you attempt to hide your head into my bosom, it opens for you, cos it know, it belong to you.
each time you call me, my heart melts, cos it hears your calling, it belongs to you.
so, my darling, hesistate no more, ready to sail along the river of love with me,
i am your man. 10/18/2007 some dreams"I just want to hug you as we sleep. When we wake up, we will realise we've been hugging all night, flesh against flesh, heart by heart." 拖鞋“踏踏” 空旷的客厅，响亮的回音 我关掉了空调 寂寞的人 怕冷 又梦到无尽残忍的杀戮 鲜血的却可以满足我 弱？寞？残？ 或许我是血腥的 1/18/2007 离开家的3小时41分钟//真实原创我流泪了 好久没在教堂外边流泪了 只有我爱的人才能伤我 如此 电话的另一端女友心急如焚 我不该让爱我的人为我难过 我说分手 也许会对你更有利 她说别傻了 一定会熬过去的 我受不了了 那个女人说要走 要断绝关系 我就在她之前走 她拦住门 用最野蛮的方式要阻止我 然而 她又怎么会是我的对手？ 然而 我不想对她动粗 我出来了 她在后面追我 我扔掉鞋 他们太重 不舒服 我不赶快跑 我怕追我的人会跌倒 她对我再差 也是养我快19年的人 很遗憾 还是爱她 无奈 我很喘 很女友的电话始终没有挂断 我说： “darling, please hold on, i gotta speed up now” 于是我加快了速度 甩掉了身后的那个女人 一出闹剧 一场悲剧 沉静的公园 有一伙马来组的男生在打乒乓 我在他们的注目礼中走过 没穿着鞋 担心那个女人 我打电话回去 “我散散心就回去” “钥匙我放在鞋里” 女友下来了 没有化妆 没有带隐形眼镜 很不一样的她 有点书生气 我们一起找到我遗落的鞋 她哭了 很坚强很成熟的她 哭了 她说不想失去我 无论如何都要在一起 有信心就可以 熬过去 我累了 她就分享自己的经历 好多都是愚蠢 痛苦的经历 我抱住她 差不多了 我带她回到我家 那个女人没有走 她睡了 钥匙果然在门外的鞋里找到 送女友回家 还好我们住的近 再返回家 我要冲凉 我要睡觉 就让明天死去吧 我永远不是会担忧的人 问题没有解决 但我就是想散散心 快19的人了 第一次离家 算算时间 3小时41分 苦笑 睡好了就在论坛发个贴 也许是绝笔 不管明天了好吗？ 想着，我闭上眼 12/14/2006 给女友的短信变成群发~（限制级）/转/8/17/2006 『求佛』 歌词『求佛』
词 曲:陈超编曲 吉他:姜春值 当月光洒在我的脸上
我想我就快变了摸样 有一种叫做撕心裂肺的汤 喝了它有神奇的力量 闭上眼看见天堂 那是藏着你笑的地方 我躲开无数个猎人的枪 赶走坟墓爬出的忧伤 为了你,我变成狼人摸样 为了你,染上了疯狂 为了你,穿上厚厚的伪装 为了你,换了心肠 我们还能不能再见面 我在佛前苦苦求了几千年 愿意用几世换我们一世情缘 希望可以感动上天 我们还能不能能不能再见面 我在佛前苦苦求了几千年 当我在踏过这条奈何桥之前 让我再吻一吻你的脸 让我再吻一吻你的脸 我在佛前苦苦求了几千年 愿意用几世换我们一世情缘 当我在踏过这条奈何桥之前 让我再吻一吻你的脸 8/7/2006 世界十大帅哥排行榜--搞笑版 看过之后就忘掉 千万别来烦我 .世界十大帅哥排行榜： 第一名：还没发现 第二名：就是我——传说中的victor，连风都为我赞叹，连明月为我祈祷，连太阳都为我喝彩的世界超 级超级帅的帅哥。世界帅哥评委会的各位委员为了商议评定我的名次而打了三次群架 基本上分成两派，一派主张我排第一，因为以 我的容貌、我的风度、我的气质，当选第一是 绝无争议的。另一派主张我排第二，第一空缺 因为我的帅是在人世间绝无仅有的，我的帅不是人间的帅，而应是在神仙里面才能找到的帅 故如果排第一便是承认了我其实还是人间的帅 就亵渎了我神仙般的帅。在经历了三次火拼之 后，终于第二派赢了。得出了现在的排名。 第三名：被我羞愧死了 第四名：因太嫉妒我而死了 第五名：太崇拜我，导致成了同性恋，现在精神病院 第六名：自从看了我一眼之后，整天就像失了魂魄一样 自言自语“居然有这么帅的男人”，现也在精 神病院跟第五名做伴第七名：因为没有我帅，而心起邪念，想暗杀我， 暗杀未遂，罪行败露，现在监狱受罚，每天看 我的照片受刺激 第八名：自从得知自己只得了第八名，而且与我的差距 非常之大后，剃度出家，从此不问世事。 第九名：据说在韩国做整容手术已30多次，在一次接受 记者采访的时候说梦想有一天能超过我。结果 在做完第38次整容的时候回家被他母亲拿扫帚 打出来了，还说“靠，吓死我了，见鬼了！” 目前正在与韩国那家美容院打官司 第十名：无地自容，回家自毁双目，说世界上再也找不 出比我更帅的人了。目前不知所踪，有消息说 在神农架发现一瞎眼的野人，神情痴呆，并伴 有间歇性痴狂症，因为只要有人问他“这个世 谁最帅？”他就会手舞足蹈的说“如果没有 “传说中的victor”的话，那就是我”于是众人当 他是傻野人。 6/25/2006 oopstime flies, school is reopening witin 12 hours...
am i ready for it?
come on, you got be kidding
sure I'M NOT!
:( 5/29/2006 如果像笑的话这位美女很多人应该认识，火爆一时的芙蓉姐姐，可以去百度或亚虎找找他的照片，最好在饭前，以免会吐。
这两位大哥我不认识，但我知道那个穿的花花绿绿的，表情很陶醉的人被誉为芙蓉哥哥， 据知是位同志。
仅供欣赏
：） 5/23/2006 啊？还要啊？！晕死我了，老师又要我叫作文了。
学校要出文集，老师选中我作为代表之一，我真得很高兴，也很感激老师。
去年老师一开口就要30来篇文章， 我翻箱倒柜，总算差得不算太多，去年年末万里回家探亲之际，不忘翻出尘年大作，然而所存寥寥无几..最终完成任务！！
本以为大功告成，谁知我那对我很有信心的可爱老师又说：“那些都不错，再来10多篇就好“
殊不知本公子近乎江郎才尽，至于此矣。
然！万不可失望于师， 吾定当竭尽所能， 连写加抄，一定凑足10多篇！！！
路漫漫其修远兮，吾将上下而求索！
诶？我的中文还是不错嘛？！
狂笑~~~~ 4/19/2006 理想职业 聊天纪录Leo恒星 20:27:31
小子干什么呢 御风舞影 20:32:30 咳！明天有考试，在读书 御风舞影 20:32:40 还有听歌 Leo恒星 20:31:20 做什么呢不说话啊 御风舞影 20:35:45 我回答啦啊。。。在读书，听歌，哈哈 Leo恒星 20:32:04 不打游戏了 御风舞影 20:36:48 有点腻了，除非有朋友在玩吧！ Leo恒星 20:39:54 不知道都在忙什么啊 御风舞影 20:44:26 对啊，现在的人不知在忙什么，我也是，睡觉都睡不够 Leo恒星 20:40:57 那你都在忙什么呀有什么可忙的 御风舞影 20:45:16 考试，考试，考试 Leo恒星 20:41:58 啊那你考的怎么样啊 御风舞影 20:46:14 年中考试，下个星期，我的课外活动都停了 Leo恒星 20:43:07 那你应该现在就开始复习了好考一个好的成绩啊 御风舞影 20:47:41 对啊，所以乱七八糟忙个不停 Leo恒星 20:44:23 你那的考试和国内的一样吗 御风舞影 20:49:33 不太一样，这边靠的是能力，不是硬背，有些科目的大题部分都不用教科书 Leo恒星 20:46:09 是吗那学的课本一样吗 御风舞影 20:50:41 不一样，英文授课 Leo恒星 20:47:24 啊那你的英文就很好了不用专门的去学英文了 御风舞影 20:52:25 用，这边的程度很高，我的英文只是中等 Leo恒星 20:48:47 啊那就好好的学吧 御风舞影 20:54:19 好闷 Leo恒星 20:50:58 有什么闷的说说 御风舞影 20:55:25 啃书很辛苦啊 御风舞影 20:55:44 也，每人陪我一起做，无聊 Leo恒星 20:52:03 现在辛苦是以后的幸福啊你不懂吗 御风舞影 20:56:43 我对上述意见有所保留，啊哈哈 Leo恒星 20:53:22 是真的你以后到社会上工作就真的会体会到了 御风舞影 20:58:07 我的意思是说，所谓理想的工作不一定会令我们开心或幸福，喜欢的才会 御风舞影 20:59:26 嗯，我可能有点太散漫了 Leo恒星 20:55:25 就是这样才会能体会出你所学的东西的重要性 御风舞影 20:59:48 嗯 Leo恒星 20:56:27 你能说说你有什么理想吗 御风舞影 21:01:16 １，每天不用早早起床到办公室报到 御风舞影 21:01:44 ２有挑战性，有突破性 御风舞影 21:02:02 ３我喜欢 Leo恒星 20:58:11 那你能说说你的理想是多么样的职业呢 御风舞影 20:50:41 不一样，英文授课 Leo恒星 20:47:24 啊那你的英文就很好了不用专门的去学英文了 御风舞影 20:52:25 用，这边的程度很高，我的英文只是中等 Leo恒星 20:48:47 啊那就好好的学吧 御风舞影 20:54:19 好闷 Leo恒星 20:50:58 有什么闷的说说 御风舞影 20:55:25 啃书很辛苦啊 御风舞影 20:55:44 也，每人陪我一起做，无聊 Leo恒星 20:52:03 现在辛苦是以后的幸福啊你不懂吗 御风舞影 20:56:43 我对上述意见有所保留，啊哈哈 Leo恒星 20:53:22 是真的你以后到社会上工作就真的会体会到了 御风舞影 20:58:07 我的意思是说，所谓理想的工作不一定会令我们开心或幸福，喜欢的才会 御风舞影 20:59:26 嗯，我可能有点太散漫了 Leo恒星 20:55:25 就是这样才会能体会出你所学的东西的重要性 御风舞影 20:59:48 嗯 Leo恒星 20:56:27 你能说说你有什么理想吗 御风舞影 21:01:16 １，每天不用早早起床到办公室报到 御风舞影 21:01:44 ２有挑战性，有突破性 御风舞影 21:02:02 ３我喜欢 Leo恒星 20:58:11 那你能说说你的理想是多么样的职业呢 御风舞影 21:29:26 还有 Leo恒星 21:26:00 啊那也是你说你想做旅行家是吗？也能说说理由吗 御风舞影 21:30:52 我会满享受自己精心调制的美食，满足味觉．而且，烹饪技能很有用，给别人做，大家一起吃得不亦乐乎 御风舞影 21:31:02 旅行嘛， Leo恒星 21:27:17 还有怎么想做一个作者呢你想写些什么啊只是小说吗 御风舞影 21:31:28 我喜欢新鲜的东西，旅行满足我的好奇心 御风舞影 21:32:57 不一定只写小说，我日常也有蛮多话要说，做作家只唯我手写我心，同时可与人分享 御风舞影 21:33:40 为什么一个个问呢？你很好奇啊？ Leo恒星 21:29:44 其实我也想做一个旅行家但是我无法满足我想要的条件 我也想做一个作家但是我不知道该怎么去写一样东西我平时的时候想的很多但是提起笔就不知道怎么写好了 Leo恒星 21:32:25 我不是好奇每个人都有自己的理想也是花花样样的，不过大多数的人从来就不知道怎么去实现他们所想的 御风舞影 21:37:59 但我们的理想很多时候不一定是我们真正想要做，或有能力作的啊，比如说写作和旅行 御风舞影 21:38:30 很多时候我们是受潮流的影响 Leo恒星 21:35:13 有这样的一句名言我忘了是谁说的了他说‘现实是此岸，理想是彼岸，中间是湍急的河流，而实际行动是两岸之间的桥梁。 御风舞影 21:39:41 很生动地比喻 Leo恒星 21:35:58 那就不叫理想了而是一种胡乱的想象 Leo恒星 21:36:49 我和我的朋友玩游戏了等一会在和你聊 御风舞影 21:41:22 好 御风舞影 21:41:25 事实上我们的的确有太多的胡思乱想 |
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